Making
love to Steele for the first time was more that I had imagined. His touch was
light at times, strong others. It was like he could read my body, what I
wanted, what I needed! Laying here next to him with my eyes closed I can still
feel his lips on my neck, I can still feel him inside of me. I feel like a new
woman. I want to go to the gym right now and workout. Why are my thoughts so
random and crazy right now?
I
feel his eyes on me. I do not want to open my eyes yet. We are going to have to
talk and I do not know what to say, worse yet, I don’t know what he is going to
say. I slowly bring myself to open my eyes. I turn to look at Steele. He smiles
at me and says Hi. I smile back and respond, “well, hello!” Steele continues, “so,
this is not how I imagined this is how our night would end up. After so many
nights we have gone out to dinner, spent time together, why didn’t you tell me
how you felt?”
“We
are such good friends Steele. I talked myself out of it most days claiming I
did not want to ruin our friendship. But no matter how hard I tried, my
feelings for you would not go away. If anything, they got stronger.” Steele
looked at me, intrigued. “What was it that made you feel this way about me?
“Steele,
you have to know how amazing you are, not to mention sexy as hell.” “As hell
you say?” Ok, he is making fun of me know, I am ok with that. I can laugh at
myself. “You drive me crazy with your workaholic ways, and how you have no
problems calling me to the carpet when needed. But, you are also supportive,
you have always been there for me, no questions asked. You give of yourself,
and help others, your community, what is not to love, like, be attracted to?
“So
now what? Where do we go from here?” Steele spoke the million dollar questions.
Now what? “Let’s be selfish. Let’s keep this to ourselves. Let’s try going out
as more than friends. Let’s test what the future can hold for us.” “Sounds like
a plan. How about we start with round two?” I just smile at Steele like a love
sick teenager. I must have done something very right in a previous lifetime to
be in this space with this man right now.
I
put my hand my hand on Steele’s shoulder and pushed him down to the bed. I climbed
on top of him. I looked down and said, “if it is round two you want, round two
you will get.” I bend down and kiss his incredibly soft lips. I make my way
down to his neck. I can still smell his cologne. It takes me back to how his
sent filled my lungs at the restaurant. At how badly I wanted him them. After
being with him once, I feel like I will never get enough. His sent, his body,
his lips, his mind, he turns every part of me on. I loose myself in him away. I
welcome him back into my body. Round two is a good as the first.
