I
can't run. I am in my underwear in my friends room whom I am in love
with. We just spoke about our feelings five seconds ago. What was I
thinking. He barely wanted to kiss me and here I am ready to give
myself to him. There is no uncrossing this line. I look up and there
he is in all his beautiful glory. He looks down at me. That
transitional look is back. It is like his mind is screaming at him to
stop but his passion is pushing him towards me.
He
is seconds away from me. I do not have any more time to think about
what is next. I do not have time to ponder the what ifs. It is time
to pass the button to my sex goddess Sheila (just like Ready for the
World's Oh Shelia) that resides deep inside me. She has not been out
in a while. I have been so busy loving a man in secret that there was
no need to have my goddess out. She is doing stretches as Steele
comes closer. She is ready to run her leg of the race. I need her to
be strong and sexy for me now because I am ready to run out of here,
change my number, and forget this night.
Sheila
pushes me aside and takes over. I thank her!
Steele
opens his mouth to say my name. I know what he is going to say, we
should not do this. This is not right. What about our friendship.
Sheila said, no more talking and she takes off my bra, slowly letting
it drop to the floor. Steele stands in front of me, frozen for a
second. His inner God introduces himself to Shelia formally. When he
sweep my on to his arms it finally settled in my brain that this is
really happening, Steele and I, after all of this time, it is
happening!
Steele's
kiss set my insides on fire. I honestly could not remember that last
time I felt this way. I became light headed. For a moment, I could
not decipher it it was real or a dream. Then I felt my body react to
his kiss and I realized how very real it was.
Feeling
his arms around me I could not think of a place I rather be. I felt
so safe, so wanted, so happy. Steele laid me down and the bed and
climbed on top of me. He started to kiss me again. His lips trailed
softly from my lips, to my neck, to my breast. I felt like I was
going to explode, there were some many sensations and emotions
running through me.
Steele
stopped ravaging me to take off his shirt. Lord, why must this man be
so magnificent? I feel like licking every inch of his body and the
way things are going, it looks like I will get to do just that. Steel
gets off the bed and takes the rest of his clothes off. I can't even
gather myself to see the man I love naked and ready to be with me. He
glides the tips of his fingers along my legs. When he gets to my
waist he wraps his fingers around the top of my panties and pulls
them down and off.
He
slides over to his drawer and takes out a condom. I love a
responsible man! He slips it on and then inside of me. It is as
magnificent as I thought it would be. His takes his time, like he has
all night. I let my hands run all over his body. I was like a kid in
the candy store. Our bodies were in sink so much so that we climaxed
together. It was beautiful!
